Twisted moments, strangled and suffocating... Their relentless pursuit
to entangle and consume me as I fight to remain as stone. The horrible
ache, pulsing within the depths of me, the sensation of something
terrible breaking its chains. I can feels its Anger, its Rage. I can
feel the undeniable need for Freedom, to be Unrestrained.
Surrounded in the silence, dancing shadows my only friend. Eyes peer, unfocused, into the ghostly face of a computer screen. The eerie glow showering the face, soft features morphed into a macabre vision of a skull. Appearing hollowed out, thin and frail. A slight glimpse of the devastation hidden within the walls of a restless mind.
Days have passed and the body begins to shrink, the restless mind overwhelming the need to eat. Powering through intelligent pursuits. Learning at a heightened rate; forty to eighty pages a day. Distracted with the determination to change, to rush toward the future, taking back the reigns.
Struggling to remain in balance with the Id, but it attacks with claws and teeth, a constant battle to keep what's left of me. It screams its needs, roaring to set it free. But I refrain, calmly standing my ground, keeping the horror held down and restrained. I won't allow this darkness to consume me, to devour the last of my light.
I will fight til I'm broken, bleeding and alone. To keep the Beast hidden...within this tomb of flesh and bone.
Surrounded in the silence, dancing shadows my only friend. Eyes peer, unfocused, into the ghostly face of a computer screen. The eerie glow showering the face, soft features morphed into a macabre vision of a skull. Appearing hollowed out, thin and frail. A slight glimpse of the devastation hidden within the walls of a restless mind.
Days have passed and the body begins to shrink, the restless mind overwhelming the need to eat. Powering through intelligent pursuits. Learning at a heightened rate; forty to eighty pages a day. Distracted with the determination to change, to rush toward the future, taking back the reigns.
Struggling to remain in balance with the Id, but it attacks with claws and teeth, a constant battle to keep what's left of me. It screams its needs, roaring to set it free. But I refrain, calmly standing my ground, keeping the horror held down and restrained. I won't allow this darkness to consume me, to devour the last of my light.
I will fight til I'm broken, bleeding and alone. To keep the Beast hidden...within this tomb of flesh and bone.
-Fades to Black-
You will never be alone hun, there will always be a hand to reach into the darkness and guide you back out MB <3
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